Day 1 aka D-Day ... Its The Final Countdown!!! ;o)

Whats uppers babe... The moment we've been waiting 18 days for is finally upon us!!! Im so excited Im dancing!!! ;o) lol... So I'll tell you about my day I guess but I kinda dont care about my day cause your coming home tomorrow (today for you ;-)...)... I woke up this morning walked Tyson, straightened up a lil, did a few sets on the perfect push up and the dumbells and some way ended up falling back asleep (as usual on an off day, lol)... Second time Tyson woke me up and he's usually the lazy one so I know I had to get it together so I got up gave him a treat and packed him a treat bag, talked to your mom (Hi Mrs. Ray,lol) and we left out on an adventure... Arrived at the gym and knocked out a few reps on my usual weight racks and headed back to the lil one in the car, oh yea and I talked to you too :-)... Took care of a few extras and then headed for the hiking trail in Los Feliz by the observatory, call me crazy but I felt the need to jog today and you know how I feel about cardio, I even ran the stairs too :-/ lol... So I did that untill Tyson gave me a look like "Fudge that, Nigga you crazy!!!" lmao... So I said ok buddy lets go... So for him being a good boy we went trolling for skanks at the dog park (for him baby not me, ;o)...) He never really left my side like he wanted to go home so we did and not only did he knock out in the car but also when we got home... I also talked to my mom today and she hopes you've had a wonderful time and my lil brother too... So here he is passed out patiently awaiting your arrival and so am I, listening to Kings of Leon, really dont think im gonna be getting much sleep tonight ;-)... Do you remember being a kid on Christmas Eve trying to force yourself to sleep cause your so excited Christmas is the next day?... Well that's how I feel right now!!! I love and miss you so much... Its like a quote I heard "Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love." But "Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will." That one came from One Tree Hill (yea I watch it, lol)... But patiently i've waited loves bounty and I will soon reap the rewards tomorrow night ;-)... I found another quote that describes exactly how I felt, "Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." -Edna St. Vincent Millay, very wise and deep felt woman... Your like the air I breath, without you i'd suffocate, the sun in my day and the beat in my heart ... I Love you... See you soon ;-)


P.S. If you think missing me is hard, then you should try missing you... lol
21 hours 10 minutes and 22 seconds :-)


Journey - Open Arms




    


  

Day 2... So close but yet so far!!!

Hey baby... So you've had one hell of an adventure today huh?:-) ... I'm so happy that you've had a great time, I figure I've traveled so I can't be selfish and not let you do your "thang", I'd have to admit my timing was a Lil better though ;-) lol... So my day was pretty cool today, worked with a good crew, I worked in the south today but the medical side was closed, (Napoleon Dynamite voice, Yesssssss...) Couldnt stop thinking about you today as usual... I tryed to for experimental purposes just to see if I could and I couldnt (not that I ever want too ;-)...) So I've been just sitting back and thinking what has gotten me through these 18 days and it's been the sweet memories of you and I... At first it hurt but then I was reminded that you'll be back in my arms again and everything was cool  :-) ... I often think of the times of us flirting at work or on our outings and adventures how we would cut eyes at each other and hurry and look away... I sometimes sit and think what could of been if we would have never looked away... Then came the infamous night!!! Backstage bar Culver City Hailey's b-day ;-) ... We sat and talked for hours that night about things we didn't even know we had in common... It's like were two souls that have lived pretty similar lives and some how someway the cosmos brought us together, and again there were so many moments that we gave each other "the look" and wanted to kiss but we didn't because of a certain "situation"... So that night we parted our separate ways and that was that... I always figured we would be one of those sets of friends that always had feelings for each other and neither of us say anything until one of us is walking down the aisle :-/... Alas a couple days later your "situation" changed!!! Then the real dynamic switch, the night we went to Brennans... So many things were running through my mind that night, I was all discombobulated (I hope I still looked cool ;-) ...) lol... And then our first kiss!!!... That moment was when I honestly started falling, (like you tripped me off the grand canyon, lol) I was walking on a cloud every day after... So after we started dating, and learning more and more about each other, everyday I fell more and more :-) ... Then the big moment came on 4/20 when you told me we should be together (no she wasn't high people, that was just an unfortunate date, lol)... My heart just melted!!! I felt like the luckiest man alive and I still feel that way... If somebody would have told me a year ago that we would be together I would of laughed and said maybe in my dreams but not in reality so here we are today  happy and together :-) ... Well, one of us is 5,000 miles away but who's counting ;-) ... So those are the memories that has gotten me through along with others and will continue to get me through any moment that were apart whether it be your in another country or just leaving to use the bathroom, lol... I love you so very much and I'm so happy we found each other... Can't wait for your return honey!!! :-)


P.S. Only 1 day 22 hours 23 minutes and 30 seconds, I cant wait!!! :o))



Brian McKnight - Love of my life

Day 3... Laziness and anticipation...

Hiya toots... Day 4 of the 5 day work marathon is complete... Work wasnt that bad last night... We admitted the most but whatever thats life... I was struggling without you there last night though, your the one that keeps me awake and going ... So right when I thought my shift would never end it did... Yay!!! lol... So I left work and got home and you know who pee'd all in the bed, I dont get it, I walk him, feed him, play with him, love him, let him hook up with other dogs (I meant accidentaly let him hook up with other dogs... ;-) lol) and this is the thanks I get (hurt :-( ) ... I was infuriated but too tired to handle it at that moment so I shoulder shrugged, packed up the linen, plopped on the couch and knocked out... lol, Woke up again ate some cake and knocked out again, lol... So here I am now writing to you and washing pee staind linen missing you... I love you Tons baby and you know I wouldnt be doing this for any other girl but you, your my world!!! :-) ... Talk to you when I wake up baby :-)

P.S. Sorry this was late but we've aready been talking all day anyways so you know about everything pretty much anyways... Miss and Love you sugar pie!!! :-)


Blink 182 - Miss you

Day 4... Potential puppies... :-/ lol

Hey honey bee :-) ... Today wasn't that event filled seeing as though I'm working tonight thus ending my 4 day work marathon which is kinda like 5 since I work Thursday so I'm renaming it "My 5 day work marathon" lol... So I started my day cleaning after the beast's, messaging you back and forth (which is always sweet! :-)...)walked one of the beast's, ate, and fell back asleep (don't know how that happened, lol) ... So I woke up again and I felt so bad for falling asleep on the Lil one again that I took him to the dog park for some romp around time and romp around he did!!!... I turned my back for a second and he was going to town on this Maltese dog soooo I got the owners number and we'll see what happens, lol... Funny because he was walking his girlfriends dog also and he was supposed to be watching it but he obviously wasn't so I'm glad Tysons a boy cause I don't know how I'd explain that one to you when you came back, lol... So we got home and I just started preparing for work tonight, listening to music, dancing around, ;-) ... Left out for work and stopped by Rally's which made me miss you even more, I had to feed myself fries while driving today :-( ... And now here I am at work, missing and loving you... This is gonna be a looooong 12 hours!!! By the way I grabbed the red bull outta your fridge cause you know how I get around 2 ;-) ... Sooo whenever you wake up baby I'll be here awaiting your recovery from slumber :-) ... I love and miss you tons sweet pea!!!


P.S. 3 days 23 hours 12 minutes and 15 seconds!!!! Love you!!!!


Cyndi Lauper - Time After Time

Day 5... Rollin with the homies, pt 2... :o)

Hey baby and good morning... Hope you slept well... My day was pretty cool!!! Of course you were the highlight of my day which will never change... ;-) Day 3 of my 4 day work marathon is complete, and I'd have to admit it wasn't bad today but you coming in for the next shift or us hanging out after would of been ideal!!! :-) ... Tyson didnt poop in the house!!!... (Im sorry but not having to clean up poop after another being is a highlight to me, awesomness!!! Lol...) Saw a few familiar faces at work which made me feel better... Got a phone call from Geoffy Geoff for a BBQ today at his house and that powered me through the rest of my day!!! :-) ... Got to Geoffs house and got a warm welcome from friends which made my day great... (I think they read my blog yesterday... Lol) As usual we started of reminiscing kicking back a few brews, laughing, talking, and clowning... Geoffs 15 year old Lil bro has a gf by the way which made me reminisce on the days that I thought I knew what love really was in H.S. and I'm 25 now and Im still learning... But it made me appreciate and so thankful that I found you cause I believe I've made a break through ... (Love you! :-)...) After a while (and too many beers...lol) we started getting philosophical and talkin about biology and the economy, (I tell you about tipsy smart guys, lol)... But I love em... Later I headed home and walked Tyson which was excited to see me since he had to go bad, lol... So he did and now here I am, missing you, thigh deep in tofu, lol j/k ... But I do miss you ridiculously though... Your more than my dream, your my joy, come and share my world, :-) ... I love and miss you with the intensity of a black holes gravity, it's outta this world!!! (I know im a nerd!!! lol)


P.S. Just 4 days 20 hours 14 miutes and 10 Seconds until your in my arms again... Cant wait!!! :-)


Jon B - They Don't Know

Day 6... The light at the end of the tunnel...

Hey baby... Goodmorning to you!!! Day 6 is in the bag so grab a seat and let me tell ya how it went, ;-) ...Well I worked today and not to sound mundane but I went through the same routine... Get purdy, walk Tyson, then head to work, yay!!! lol... Got to work and I was assigned to the same unit I ended my shift on yesterday and got to stay there, so thats a plus... Then today wasnt busy at all for me so that was another plus in a way... You heard the saying "An idle mind is a devils play ground"?, well all I had time for was to think about any and everything... Mostly you though baby ;-) ... I just miss you so much, your the cheese to my macaroni... Missing you hurts so much sometimes I dont know if I wanna stay awake or fall asleep, if I wanna escape my thoughts or escape my dreams... I kinda felt alone even though I wasnt... Its crazy how one person can be missing and the whole world seems depopulated but when your together time stands still and nobody else matters... So the rest of my day dragged and finally it was over (Thank God)... But I was bumbed leaving, I dont know whether it was the lonely feeling, me feeling lathargic from lack of sleep (probably so, lol), or if it was the fact I was lost in my thoughts after we talked with no one to talk to, or maybe all of the above... So I made my journey to my destination and I got the warmest freakin welcome from Tyson that made me feel so much better, and on top of that the cats got in on the action too, :-) ... I think animals can really sense when your down... But me and you talking and rough housing with Tyson meant the world to me today... It may be the size of a silver dollar right now (the light) but I know its there and I keep that hope in my heart everyday!!! I Love and Miss You with all that is in me!!! Only 5 Days 21 hours 35 minutes and 10 seconds left babe...




Journey - Faithfully   

Day 7... My 4 day work marathon...

Hey babes... Im so excited!!! In less than a week you'll be back... I can't wait!!!... Ive been waiting for it to get down to this and here we are... Im exploding with anticipation, :-) ... Well now that ive jumped around and danced about after typing that now im tuckered out so i'll chill and start telling you about me day, (blah) lol... So I woke up this morning (raise the roof to da man upstairs, lol) and went through my normal routine, walk Tyson so on and so on... Today just felt really blahish in general... It really feels like a part of me is missing... I assume I feel like a ghost just floating around doing everything routinly today... Enough of that though, dont wanna get emo (that rhymed...) lol ;-p... So whats worst than working one unit then coming back the next day and your on a different one?... Give up?... Working two units in one shift... Thats right I started in the SE admitting then got moved to the NW (stuck in the barrel, lol), all and all it wasnt that bad... But nothing really that spectacular happened other than me being able to chat with you... I miss your voice so bad!!! And pictures dont do any justice compared to you actually being in my presence... But all great things come with patience right ;-) ... So here I am now just walked Tyson and finishing laundry about to round my day out... I love you very much and I hope your day is as adventurous as your last... Miss you tons!!! More than words can describe... :-)



P.S. Tysons acting so much better since yesterday, I think he just needed to get out for a lil R&R... lol ;-)



Jason Mraz - Im Yours