Day 1 aka D-Day ... Its The Final Countdown!!! ;o)

Whats uppers babe... The moment we've been waiting 18 days for is finally upon us!!! Im so excited Im dancing!!! ;o) lol... So I'll tell you about my day I guess but I kinda dont care about my day cause your coming home tomorrow (today for you ;-)...)... I woke up this morning walked Tyson, straightened up a lil, did a few sets on the perfect push up and the dumbells and some way ended up falling back asleep (as usual on an off day, lol)... Second time Tyson woke me up and he's usually the lazy one so I know I had to get it together so I got up gave him a treat and packed him a treat bag, talked to your mom (Hi Mrs. Ray,lol) and we left out on an adventure... Arrived at the gym and knocked out a few reps on my usual weight racks and headed back to the lil one in the car, oh yea and I talked to you too :-)... Took care of a few extras and then headed for the hiking trail in Los Feliz by the observatory, call me crazy but I felt the need to jog today and you know how I feel about cardio, I even ran the stairs too :-/ lol... So I did that untill Tyson gave me a look like "Fudge that, Nigga you crazy!!!" lmao... So I said ok buddy lets go... So for him being a good boy we went trolling for skanks at the dog park (for him baby not me, ;o)...) He never really left my side like he wanted to go home so we did and not only did he knock out in the car but also when we got home... I also talked to my mom today and she hopes you've had a wonderful time and my lil brother too... So here he is passed out patiently awaiting your arrival and so am I, listening to Kings of Leon, really dont think im gonna be getting much sleep tonight ;-)... Do you remember being a kid on Christmas Eve trying to force yourself to sleep cause your so excited Christmas is the next day?... Well that's how I feel right now!!! I love and miss you so much... Its like a quote I heard "Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love." But "Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will." That one came from One Tree Hill (yea I watch it, lol)... But patiently i've waited loves bounty and I will soon reap the rewards tomorrow night ;-)... I found another quote that describes exactly how I felt, "Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." -Edna St. Vincent Millay, very wise and deep felt woman... Your like the air I breath, without you i'd suffocate, the sun in my day and the beat in my heart ... I Love you... See you soon ;-)


P.S. If you think missing me is hard, then you should try missing you... lol
21 hours 10 minutes and 22 seconds :-)


Journey - Open Arms




    


  

Day 2... So close but yet so far!!!

Hey baby... So you've had one hell of an adventure today huh?:-) ... I'm so happy that you've had a great time, I figure I've traveled so I can't be selfish and not let you do your "thang", I'd have to admit my timing was a Lil better though ;-) lol... So my day was pretty cool today, worked with a good crew, I worked in the south today but the medical side was closed, (Napoleon Dynamite voice, Yesssssss...) Couldnt stop thinking about you today as usual... I tryed to for experimental purposes just to see if I could and I couldnt (not that I ever want too ;-)...) So I've been just sitting back and thinking what has gotten me through these 18 days and it's been the sweet memories of you and I... At first it hurt but then I was reminded that you'll be back in my arms again and everything was cool  :-) ... I often think of the times of us flirting at work or on our outings and adventures how we would cut eyes at each other and hurry and look away... I sometimes sit and think what could of been if we would have never looked away... Then came the infamous night!!! Backstage bar Culver City Hailey's b-day ;-) ... We sat and talked for hours that night about things we didn't even know we had in common... It's like were two souls that have lived pretty similar lives and some how someway the cosmos brought us together, and again there were so many moments that we gave each other "the look" and wanted to kiss but we didn't because of a certain "situation"... So that night we parted our separate ways and that was that... I always figured we would be one of those sets of friends that always had feelings for each other and neither of us say anything until one of us is walking down the aisle :-/... Alas a couple days later your "situation" changed!!! Then the real dynamic switch, the night we went to Brennans... So many things were running through my mind that night, I was all discombobulated (I hope I still looked cool ;-) ...) lol... And then our first kiss!!!... That moment was when I honestly started falling, (like you tripped me off the grand canyon, lol) I was walking on a cloud every day after... So after we started dating, and learning more and more about each other, everyday I fell more and more :-) ... Then the big moment came on 4/20 when you told me we should be together (no she wasn't high people, that was just an unfortunate date, lol)... My heart just melted!!! I felt like the luckiest man alive and I still feel that way... If somebody would have told me a year ago that we would be together I would of laughed and said maybe in my dreams but not in reality so here we are today  happy and together :-) ... Well, one of us is 5,000 miles away but who's counting ;-) ... So those are the memories that has gotten me through along with others and will continue to get me through any moment that were apart whether it be your in another country or just leaving to use the bathroom, lol... I love you so very much and I'm so happy we found each other... Can't wait for your return honey!!! :-)


P.S. Only 1 day 22 hours 23 minutes and 30 seconds, I cant wait!!! :o))



Brian McKnight - Love of my life

Day 3... Laziness and anticipation...

Hiya toots... Day 4 of the 5 day work marathon is complete... Work wasnt that bad last night... We admitted the most but whatever thats life... I was struggling without you there last night though, your the one that keeps me awake and going ... So right when I thought my shift would never end it did... Yay!!! lol... So I left work and got home and you know who pee'd all in the bed, I dont get it, I walk him, feed him, play with him, love him, let him hook up with other dogs (I meant accidentaly let him hook up with other dogs... ;-) lol) and this is the thanks I get (hurt :-( ) ... I was infuriated but too tired to handle it at that moment so I shoulder shrugged, packed up the linen, plopped on the couch and knocked out... lol, Woke up again ate some cake and knocked out again, lol... So here I am now writing to you and washing pee staind linen missing you... I love you Tons baby and you know I wouldnt be doing this for any other girl but you, your my world!!! :-) ... Talk to you when I wake up baby :-)

P.S. Sorry this was late but we've aready been talking all day anyways so you know about everything pretty much anyways... Miss and Love you sugar pie!!! :-)


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