Hey baby... So you've had one hell of an adventure today huh?:-) ... I'm so happy that you've had a great time, I figure I've traveled so I can't be selfish and not let you do your "thang", I'd have to admit my timing was a Lil better though ;-) lol... So my day was pretty cool today, worked with a good crew, I worked in the south today but the medical side was closed, (Napoleon Dynamite voice, Yesssssss...) Couldnt stop thinking about you today as usual... I tryed to for experimental purposes just to see if I could and I couldnt (not that I ever want too ;-)...) So I've been just sitting back and thinking what has gotten me through these 18 days and it's been the sweet memories of you and I... At first it hurt but then I was reminded that you'll be back in my arms again and everything was cool :-) ... I often think of the times of us flirting at work or on our outings and adventures how we would cut eyes at each other and hurry and look away... I sometimes sit and think what could of been if we would have never looked away... Then came the infamous night!!! Backstage bar Culver City Hailey's b-day ;-) ... We sat and talked for hours that night about things we didn't even know we had in common... It's like were two souls that have lived pretty similar lives and some how someway the cosmos brought us together, and again there were so many moments that we gave each other "the look" and wanted to kiss but we didn't because of a certain "situation"... So that night we parted our separate ways and that was that... I always figured we would be one of those sets of friends that always had feelings for each other and neither of us say anything until one of us is walking down the aisle :-/... Alas a couple days later your "situation" changed!!! Then the real dynamic switch, the night we went to Brennans... So many things were running through my mind that night, I was all discombobulated (I hope I still looked cool ;-) ...) lol... And then our first kiss!!!... That moment was when I honestly started falling, (like you tripped me off the grand canyon, lol) I was walking on a cloud every day after... So after we started dating, and learning more and more about each other, everyday I fell more and more :-) ... Then the big moment came on 4/20 when you told me we should be together (no she wasn't high people, that was just an unfortunate date, lol)... My heart just melted!!! I felt like the luckiest man alive and I still feel that way... If somebody would have told me a year ago that we would be together I would of laughed and said maybe in my dreams but not in reality so here we are today happy and together :-) ... Well, one of us is 5,000 miles away but who's counting ;-) ... So those are the memories that has gotten me through along with others and will continue to get me through any moment that were apart whether it be your in another country or just leaving to use the bathroom, lol... I love you so very much and I'm so happy we found each other... Can't wait for your return honey!!! :-)
P.S. Only 1 day 22 hours 23 minutes and 30 seconds, I cant wait!!! :o))
Brian McKnight - Love of my life
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